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When i heard the news yesterday, my heart sank.. ;(

I was so shocked cause yesterday i carried hope, more hope than before. 0924 has been really emotional for the past week and yesterday, i was not anymore. Yesterday afternoon, my teacher smsed us and told us not to visit our dear classmate. He also told us he would roster us to help him catch up on his studies when he recovers. That made me carry more hope..

Even when i made the call to receive the news, i was crazy scared & was hoping to hear some good news but unfortunately, i received the worst news that could ever happen to him..

I was pretty much speechless at that moment.. and after awhile, the news started to sink in and i felt really horrible.. ;( Tears started to flow uncontrollably and it got worse after people started to ask me about it etc and showing their concern. Thankyou very much ;) Really appreciated it ;)

But seriously, news spread freaking fast! :O

Then, things seemed chaotic. It was mass smsing, calling, msning etc.. Arranging to meet up, consoling each other, learning what happened, discussing what to do next etc..

I was folding a crane when i first learnt about it..
Now, the bag full of cranes is in my room.. ;( & idk what to do with em. You didn't get to see them! You didn't say goodbye to us when you went home after gp class last monday!! Why... Sigh i guess things happen for a reason

Why are people around me leaving?
At the end of last year, it was my granddad.
At the beginning of this year, it was my sec sch teacher.
& Now, its you..

Through this, i've learnt the fragility of life. I never understood it till now. He was the best of a classmate he could be, most caring and friendly with all smiles more than anyone. And just like that, he's gone.. ;(

You may think i'm being overly emotional, but wait till you've lost someone you've spent with almost everyday for more than a year.. then you'll know

Met up with about half of 0924, the closer classmates to him & we went to his church for service. His pastor explained to us what exactly happened to him.. then we had service.. this is what he's been asking to go for the past year, most of us did not, till yesterday..

There, all of us got really emotional.. ;(

After the church, we wiped our tears away for we've cried way too much.

We went to have a late lunch together at bishan then we bought koi ;) Lunch together and the laughter we had pretty much made my day ;)

All of us felt alot alot better ;) & thats good! We accepted the fact for he's gone & i was comforted for he's gone to somewhere better rather than suffering, rather than fighting for his life on the hospital bed ;)

I thankyou for being such a great classmate, for being so ever caring when i was down. I'll never forget the awesome memories we shared, they'll stay deep down in my heart ;) I love you.. ;)

Tmr's gonna be a much harder day for all of us. We're going down to his wake as a class with our teachers.. yeah & we're gonna support each other through this ;)

I'll be a stronger girl tmr ;)

P.S, Thankyou everyone for the sweetest & caring messages to cheer me up! ;)

P.S.S, You managed to complete reading this post! I was expecting alot to just give up halfway :O