|
Monday, May 03, 2010
Title : Eyeopener
Time : 11:59 PM
Like what brendon says, "Letting emotions take in the form of words.."Night before today.. I swear i think i sent like 300 smses all together :O Relaying endlessly with changes after changes.. Okay maybe not 300, i tend to amplify things you see but definitely ALOT ALOT ALOT. I was so afraid they'ld hate me or divert my smses away hahaha then at that point i was so frustrated cause theres so many changes and people cant understand me lol apparently my messages seemed like i was talking to myself :O I kinda hated smsing at that point of time.. hahaha.Today was my first visit with my classmates (about half of em? plus shaun & azizan) to the wake. It was more lighthearted than i thought it would be. Though i shed some tears here & there, it was alright ;) Chatted with his church friends who were really friendly.. & as usual we laughed and joked with all the nonsense with 0924! Well, i guess it felt nice, like it cheered me up ;) Got home pretty late, close to 10? Stepped into my room, first thing i saw was the bag of cranes.. ;( started to feel sighhhhh again ;( I really miss him, we all do.. ;( I guess time will heal.. & we're going down to the wake tmr with many more peopleTmr's first day of school officially without him.. ;( Its gonna feel different.. Class is pretty much screwed for our studies now, i guess our teachers will understand? 2 assignments due tmr & i know many of us did absolutely nothing over the weekends. We just cant focus.. Thankyou my friends for everything again! ;) goodbye ;)
|
