crappy mood :((

sleep sucks 100 per cent last night. i couldn't get myself to sleep god knows why. was tossing and turning almost the entire night. made myself sleep so damn badly but obviously i failed. so i ended playing sudoku on my phone as i thought it may bore me to sleep. only managed to get some decent sleep at around 6 plus in the morning even though lights were turned off at 10 plus at night. purposely intended to sleep early because of the stupid flu i had. and now my back hurts very badly.

i should have taken the melatonin pill last night. well melatonin is like a sleeping pill but not a sleeping pill. it is given a nicer name, it is called a supplement which has no side effects apparently. basically, if i ate it, it will calm my body down, stop me from thinking whatever i was thinking and make me relaxed and somehow it will do wonders and i can get to sleep. nahh i have this supplement thing in my house not because someone in my family has a sleeping disorder. its to help us adjust to the time difference when i was away in america. guess i need it now too.

i have so many reasons to stay at home today. i can get more sleep later. my dad wants me do transfer the video clips from his video cam of my trip to my laptop. there are four tapes so four hours worth of videos. my dad tried it last night and thank god it wasn't that slow. i need to pack my stuff too my room is damn messy haha books are still lying on my table hehe dont laugh :x weather is damn hot i will just get more sick, gee i really hope it rains. i can maybe work on another blog post on my trip later. i can prepare more gifts! gave van yesterday cause she wont be around next week.

haha this post makes me sound so depressed right.
lol i promise to give a livelier post later in the day. haha eh no promise, i try k :)))