HELLO.
its been a while since i blogged.
i guess i had the worst breakdown of my life last week. hahaha.
this is what happened:
so i had sore eyes for quite awhile then i went to see a doctor on 2 jan. then, my vision was actually blurred on 5 jan. didnt really bothered bout the blurness till 7 jan when it got worst. so went to see another doctor and he checked my eyes and i showed him my previous eye drop that the previous doctor gave me. this is what he said,
" OH NO, who gave you this eye drop? you cannot use this eye drop. this is the wrong prescription of medicine. your eyes are at a very critical condition now. theres scarring of your cornea and you can go blind."
so he meant that theres scars on my cornea. okay then he continued,
" this is very serious. i am gonna write a letter to TTSH now, i am gonna send you to the emergency ward there. please arh, go immediately. you cannot delay. eyesight is very important."

walau eh. i hear already, first thing that came to my mind was like, sue the doctor. ohgod, and at that momment, my mind was so distorted with what the doctor said, so the only thing that came to my mind was, omg, i am gonna go blind.
so i went home to change to jeans. then like, i actually brokedown at home. so did my mum lah. the enviroment was really sad and tense at that momment. cause the only thing that we all knew, was that, i might go blind.
i mean imagining going blind at fourteen years old. then right, i cannot attend school at beatty. i have to learn like those hand language or somehing. aiyah, my mind's really messed up with all my thoughts lah. so, on the way there, i continued to breakdown, half of the time trying to hold back my tears.
so when we reached, i registered and saw the specialist and she examined my eyes. then like, she took a cotton bud or something t0 scrap my eyes. yes, on the surface of my eyes. so scary lah, i keep moving away from it. the she told me that my eyes will recover totally in a few weeks time.
i was absent from school for two days. so i missed out on the lessons and all. went back on the third day. i could'nt see what's on the whiteboard at all. jessica helped me. hahaha.

uhh, then yesterday, i went back to TTSH for check-up. and the specialist was like, " its better already but it will only heal in about one week plus time. so i got to go back for check-up again next week. i can see already. its my left eye thats blurred.

soyea.
so today, did preparations for the sec one cca orientation. eleanor lost her pencil and shes really upset about it. hahaha. the heavy rain was really heavy and its like, its never gonna stop. i was in the rain twice.
the school is gonna close down some cca. and its like so frustrating cause the school is keeping all performing arts and considering to close down the rest. anyway, zonal top four, we can do it. pray hard for us. hahaha :)))))