I AM NOT BEING MEAN. YOU JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.

elizabeth i hope you are alright already. yesterday, eleanor and i went to pay elizabeth a visit at her house as she was sick. food poisoning lar. hahas. poor girl. eleanor and i brought her chocolates though she cant eat it till she recover. we were all laughing our heads off half the time.
we were so silly larr. we were like trying to predict whats gonna happen on monday. hahas. i am at home now trying to complete my homework. but i ended up using the computer. hahas. lazy larr. don want to do. school reopen-ing soon. exams are near. have to start mugging for it already. so, bye.

i dont wish to dislike you, but you make me to. and it is like, not only me, but everyone else too. stop it will you. stop acting so arrogant or whatever. even if you want to, dont show it to US. it will only make US more annoyed. and, stop bossing people around, cause WE dont like it. dont be who you are not. when we talk to you or whatever, you ignore US. it gets on people's nerve. stop exaggerating over tiny little matters. argh.

you should know who you are larr. and if you dont, then, nevermind. cause, you may not even realise your mistake. hey, i dont wish to do this okay. but i cant take it anymore. not me, but US. go check out some other blogs yea? its there too. we dont like it. stop it. dont say we dont want to make up with you, cause we want to. we dont like it this way, when we dislike you.

eleanor once told me that she has the sudden urge to *(blahblahblah-i will keep it a secret).
i told her that we shall hate you with professionalism. hahas.
hey, stop all your doings. its annoying. okay?

**i did not mention names for who that was refering to. so please, do not assume. but if you do, get things right first before thinking that i or should i say, WE are the ones causing it or being the mean and bad ones. thankyou.

i didnt go for training today.crys.
i have some doctor's appt at singapore general hospital.
hahas. i have a curve spine. argh.
i think it is because of my posture and the sudden twists and turns that i do in volleyball.
LOL. so dramatic right? hahas.
the doctor said not to worry as it is isnt that serious.
and i have to go back 6 months later for another check-up.
then, after my check-up today,
i went to bugis with my mum. yay.
we walked into shops but came out with nothing.
window-shopped. it was kind-of fun i guessed.
hahas. theres singapore idol now.
but i am not watching it. i am hearing it.
the telee is not infront of me but i can hear.
hahaahhaas.
okay. byebye. loves.

its is the first day of the holidays and i am back to school.
theres volleyball training today.
and halfway during the running part, i felt so weak.
i felt like throwing up, and my whole body was really cold and numb.
then my coach, jerry told me to rest, while the rest continued running.
after they ran, jerry went to his car, and approached me with a packet of milk.
i was like-oh shit. lol.
then he said,'have some milk, it helps.'
my reaction was kind-of slow that momment and,
i said oh. then i paused, thank..you.
hahas. it was marigold low-fat oats milk.
i dont feel like drinking it. the milk was cold.
i felt cold. so i just took a sip.
it tasted really sweet. then i stopped drinking.
btw, i was feeling better.
and was feeling really bored sitting at the bench.
so, i told jerry- i think i am okay already.
and i donno what he said. so i continued training.
i think the milk was finished by isabella and donno whoelse.
after training, elizabeth, eleanor and i went to j8.
we took the mrt. but we took it at the wrong side.
hahs. we were suppose to take it to the jurong side but,
we took the marina bay one.
we only realised that we were on the wrong train when we
reach novena. hahas. we were so silly.
we kept on laughing. so i was like telling them,
'next time when we are really bored,
we can take the mrt all the way to the end and back'.
it really kills time you see.
i realise that elizabeth cant make up her mind when it comes to food.
she practically wants everything on the menu. hahas
and i have got my tama from her.
hahahas. theres dnt camp tmr.
argh. vanessa is not going because of donno-what-reason. crys.
hahas. i miss her.
i have to start mugging for my exams already.
so, byebye.

today is like really boring.
i wanna go out. with elizabeth, but she cant.
i woke up at 10.30 today. hahas.
so tired. i wanna sleep more but i cant.
my september holidays are burnt. totally.
monday- volleyball training
tuesday- the freaking dnt camp
wednesday- volleyball training, and doctor's appt
thursday- some whatsoever make-up tuition lesson
friday- volleyball training, and geography make-up
see. so annoying. i cant wake up late anymore.
theres no use of a holiday. laughs.
i rather go to school.
and btw, vanessa is not going for dnt camp
which means i am going to be like all alone. crys.
she has ballet exam or whatever it is called.
its not going to be fun anymore without her.
my dad wants me to but i dont wish to go for it.
i am going to school like practically everyday.
it is so annoying.
i wanna go out with elizabeth again.
i wanna go town-ing with her.
ohya, yesterday at swensens, while elizabeth was cutting her fries,
one of her fries flew to the floor.
it was so hilarious. but i doubt anyone saw it.
we were laughing like mad.
hahahahahahahs.
and i am watching ms swan. its so funny and silly.
so, byebye.